My comadre's reminded me, graphicly, how my tears could keep my darling from the light! If I failed him in life, I cannot fail him in death!! Please, send your energy/prayers to the the Good/God, that my special angel, and the rest of the band, and yours, find happiness and peace?!? Please???
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Letting go of precious things is hardest and sometimes most necessary. What you may have invested a lifetime in may not turn out to be your life’s work. The world is filled with people who have let go and gone on to greater things. But there is a difference between letting go and running away. Only the soul in repose can tell the difference. Be that soul. Be that peace that transcends the moment. In that silence the answer is emerging. Go there and listen. There the hard becomes easy. Clarity answers chaos. Everything takes time. Chaos is wanting the answer now. Eman8tions Copyright (c) 2000 by John MacEnulty
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How Am I Gonna Live Without Ya, Baby?? His favorite spot, and, where he died, in my arms. In a split second!!================================= Have to catch you on the flip-flop, my darling, 'cause I blew it, this time around!!!! [ How can I shed no tears? When my strength is gone and all I have is fears? My sweetest love, I let go! And now, nonstop agony is all I know!! The price I paid to be a princess, South-side style, but, what a great adventure it was, and that story, I WILL TELL! ==========================================His grandkids WILL be proud to have the BUDSON genes....to be continued============================when I can stand the pain.
If my tears hold him here, then, I'll never be able to let him go, as, I miss him so badly, I can't stop them! I'll never hold him or smell his fragrance or feel his silky skin again!!! 2/25/02 The pain is worse. i truly don't know how I'll go on.
O my love, my darling, I hunger for your touch/With One More Look At You/Are You Watching Me Now/ I'd sell my soul for one more look at you and never look back! If there's no devil to barter with, is there a God?????
